All posts tagged: bold bitch diaries

Rediscovering My Boldness

I was nervous as fuck. I didn’t even want to go on this date if I’m being completely honest. His name was Lorenzo and this would be our first time officially meeting. We met on Tinder, which doesn’t sound too credible, but we had five mutual friends on Facebook and he genuinely seemed like an intelligent and humble guy. I forgot to mention he was fucking hot. So hot, that when I showed his picture to a straight friend his response was, “Well, aesthetically speaking, he’s way out of your league.” Perfect. Just what I needed to hear. If being gorgeous wasn’t enough, he’s also a huge supporter of the arts and teaches choir at a high school in Phoenix. Insert crying emoji. Also, let me jump ahead here and let you know that he is half Italian and half Mexican, which is literally such a perfect mix. Also, he speaks both Italian and Spanish. Fucking shoot me right? I couldn’t stand a chance with this guy. I wasn’t even sure why he was so …

BB Diaries | Part Eight: Reinventing Your Future

You can call me an optimist, but I like to think I’m just hopeful. I find that losing yourself and finding yourself is one of the greatest human experiences we could ever endure. There’s something about self-awareness that fascinates me so much. You can also call me self-involved, but I like to think I’m just in touch with who I am.

BB Diaries | Part Seven: The Return of Jayden Tucker

I wouldn’t say I’ve become more of a bitch, I just refuse to fuck around. Actually scratch that, I’m definitely more of a bitch. A bold bitch to be exact. And that’s good you know, like taking charge, not putting up with bullshit. But prior to this transition, I was just a little bitch boy who was pretty damn pathetic, so much so I would’ve done anything for the one and only Jayden Tucker.

The Bold Bitch Diaries | Part Six: Still a Hot Mess

We all have visions for ourselves. We all see who we are and who we want to be, and how to get there. Some of us fight for what it is we want and some of us are too scared to try. When you’re a fighter, and you’re living the Bold Bitch lifestyle to achieve whatever it is you’ve been working for, sometimes it’s easy to fall into the trap. The trap of feeling like you’ve made it. When really, you haven’t made shit, honey. When you have spent years feeling stuck and vying for inspiration, you receive hype off of your own successes. It’s when you’re on a winning streak that you begin to realize that you are worthy, you do have the talent, and you ARE doing something with your life. But be warned, dear; for feeling too high will only bring you down lower than when you started. For me, the trick to keeping yourself focused on what you want, is to feel a little bit like a hot mess. It sounds …

Bold Bitch and the City | Part One: Looking for Gold

My One Night Stand with New York City Introduction This is the official diary of my first trip to New York City. All my life, I had dreamt of being in the middle of Times Square, taking a walk through Central Park and having tea at the Plaza Hotel. But I got much more than the usual tourist experience. I had a sense of rebirth. New York was like a pump of adrenaline to my whole outlook in life, at a time when I started to lose focus. At one point I think I even lost sight of what the Bold Bitch Diaries are all about. It’s important to always rediscover what it is you want, because we are always evolving, always changing. I will forever want some sort of force against me, I will always want to be fighting. Without the struggle, comes lack of creativity and lack of passion. What will happen when I finally get my shit together? The Arrival There I was. Fresh off the plane at JFK rolling around a …

What the Bold Bitch Diaries are all about

I think I lost sight of what the Bold Bitch Diaries are all about. It’s important to always rediscover what it is you want, because we are always evolving, always changing. I will forever want some sort of force against me, I will always want to be fighting. Without the struggle, comes lack of creativity and lack of passion. What will happen when I finally get my shit together? The Bold Bitch Diaries | Part Five: My One-Night Stand with New York City Thursday, April 11 @11 a.m.

The Bold Bitch Diaries | Part Two: The Homemaker and the Homewrecker

I didn’t quite understand exactly how this would all go down. I was pretty certain that I was into this guy, but at the same time I felt like maybe I was just lonely. Loneliness can mess with a person, especially the longer loneliness sticks around. I have friends, yes, but there comes a point in someones life when he or she starts believing in the lie, the lie that if no one shows their interest in you, you must be uninteresting. That may or not have been the case with me.